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Back at college.... two words... It Sucks.
And I hate first years... cocky little shits who think they rule the place. Assholes.
OMG in house by myself and a door just opened. *shits self*
Investigates...
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Hey. weeks go sooo fast. I cant believe im back in college in a week and half. I dont know if I actually WANT to go back. I mean its fun and everthing and im doing it cos its one one the only things im good at but i like this life im having now. I get to see James loads and I get money. Not alot granted but i get by. Im going to go back obviously but I like free time.
I feel really up and down today. I was really happy this morning before my step dad started moaning at me but then I cheered up when I started walking to meet James. I was meant to meet him halfway between both our houses but as Garry was going on I left late and manged only to meet him at halfway down my street. He wasnt impressed to say the least. So i got back depressed again.. It felt like "I hate Aimee Day" the way everyone kept on going on. I was happy again when we were chatting but time went really fast and James had to go to "friday night in with his mates" at 5 so he went and cos I sent him on a "guilt trip" felt sad again. I hate sending people on guilt trips. I really dont do it intentionally its just the way ive learnt to get my own way. I dont know...I just say things without thinking about how it makes the other person feel. Man im inconsiderate. I came back from walking a little bit with James and we had curry at mine with "The Family" it was funny. Everyone kept cracking me up and I couldnt talk once through laughing so much lol. It was sooo cute, I went to get a lottery ticket for my mum and my borther bought me a Dime Bar. I havent had one for AGES!! I came on here and went on a mad downer.. so i went to take my dog for a walk, I walked for ages and ages. About 2 hours, just thinkning about everything. Sometimes walks help and I feel happy when im back.. sometimes they go the opposite way and i feel worse when I get back. I just thought "What makes me happy?" and ive realised.. Im actually happier than ive ever been. But that goes two ways... When im happy im very happy but when im sad its bad lol. James makes me so happy... Its those little things he does that makes me smile inside. Like when he reaches for my hand first when we walk places or when he kisses me on the forehead. It makes me get an undescriable feeling and nothign in the world even matches it, I think its the best feeling in the world. IM being really soppy now but hey. I wish sometimes i could just lie in his arms and everthing would be great lol.
"Its those little things you do,
That make me love you"
Wow that was quite inventive of me... I may use it in a poem or something lol.. Dont laugh *points* I sometimes come up with little phrases like that and I feel well clever for doing them so dont mock me lol...
Ummm have you ever loved someone so much everything reminds you of them? Thats how it is with me.Everything reminds me of James. He would think me a complete loser for saying all this. lol. Im tooooooo soppy!
Ive got work tommorow godamn it. I hate work. Hate it. And I have a sore throat. I hope its gone by tommorow....
I need a drink. So im off to get one. Im actually going to go to bed now so goodnight.
~Aimee xx
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I got my results... DISTINCTION! Wooooop de Doooooooo! I was sooo happy.. I didnt expect anything... Ive given up expecting cos things are never what you expect good or bad. I thought being optimistic is a better way than expecting... my plan worked Muhahahahaha
Going to James after my tea and staying there. should be fun me thinks....
Great! Short update but im off for a a shower.
DuDe x
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[21 Aug 2005|05:48pm] |
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| How to make a xxaimzxx56 |
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5 parts intelligence
1 part self-sufficiency
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Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness |
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[28 Jul 2005|02:10pm] |
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Sorry ive not posted for a while... Ive been living at my boyfriends old house for a bit and kinda helping him move... well actually not just sitting in his house and eating lol! And Reading...OMG Harry Potter! I LoVe it... I need the next one right now... *demands*
But anyone who hasnt read The Half Blood Prince seriously needs to...
Anyways! Im sat at home.. not been here for a while, ive either been working or at my boyfriend's house. Hes in the shower at the mo so I have stolen my own computer back for a little update. Dont think it will be a long update... I have ironing to do, And lots of it. It feels great being of college but i fell myslfe doing the same things over and over again... work, work, work, spend money, work work... the only thing really that i like staying of college fo is I get to see James loads and loads... I not seen any of my friends recently so im gonna have to see if anyonne fancies a pictures trip or a trip down Canal street! lol.... Anyways I have lots to do (for once im gonna do it) so im gonna do it. Tootles ppl
~Aimee xxx
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Hey hey.. Sat in college again, pretty bored... Waiting for a lesson. Wat the hell is going on this world... WAITING FOR A LESSON?!?! How sad am I? lol... Im cold but thats cos the windown in this room is open and I dnt want to close it... some may shout!
Anyway... TALK TO ME Peeps! lol me has no friends or commments lol
Any hows talky talky pweez
Love Love
~Aimee xx
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[15 Jun 2005|05:18pm] |
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Hey Hey again! It feels like forever since I last updated, but I just like to say and back and ready to update everyday again lol... Not that I was missed... But hey! A quick update into my life:
Education: Am at Pendleton College doing a National Diploma in Performing Arts and hope to go on to University and do a B.A (Hons) in it.
Work: Am working at scally JJB but hey at least its a job with money!
Love life: I have the most amazing boyfriend James, I Love him to bits and he is complete soulmate. We tend to disagree on lots of things but in a fun way! He is so loving and caring.... The nicest guy you will ever meet apart from the fact he calls me for working in JJB! lol I Love him so much! xxx
Social life: Still as active as ever
Personal and family life: Doing fine
Music and Clothes taste: Totally EMO!!! lol
Life in General.... ROCKS!
Gone is the depressed weirdo that was me back is the hyper emo freak! weeeeeee
So if people havent gone off me by now feel free to chat!
LoVe LoVe
~Aimee xx
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10 years ago...
1. ...I was 6 years old
2. ...I was in year 2 in primary school
3. ...I had shoulder length black hair
4. ...My best friend was Sophie
5. ...My first trip to Blackpool!
5 years ago...
1. ...I finished primary school
2. ...I was a Nancy in the leavers perfromance of "Oliver"
3. ...I had waist length hair
4. ...I got Honours in my 7th ballet exam
5. ...Got level 5 in English and 4 in science and maths in my SATS!
3 years ago...
1. ...I was 13 years old
2. ...I had an eating disorder
3. ...I was in year 9
4. ...I started to get unique
5. ...I started to go crazy
1 year ago...
1. ...I was 15 years old
2. ...I was unhappy
3. ...I looked forward to leaving school
4. ...My mum got married again and i was bridesmaid
5. ...I passed my GCSE's =D
This year...
1. ...I am 16 years old
2. ...I started college doing a performing arts BTEC diploma
3. ...I met the best people ever!
4. ...Im going mad
5. ...Im Happy!
Yesterday...
1. ... I was Ill
2. ... I stayed in bed all day
3. ...I spoke to the grand total of 4 ppl!
4. ...I wished i was in college
5. ...Blah blah blah
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Wow Ive not updated in ages... Anyway didnt do much on Halloween part from work and went for a walk with Sarah. Was nice to see her and give her Ebay back!
Yeah back at college now after a week hols. Didnt feel much like one.. I was down most of it and also was so busy going to Walkden etc to do things and my computer broke Goddamnit... which made things worse!!
Hehe... Just helped Haylie get MSN.. bleSS shes new to this!Lol and now she can comment! Lmao...
Yeah I was soooo ill yesterday, I had to miss college *sobs* I was actually quite upset. Not being in makes me realise how much I actually miss it lol... My gosh Im sad! I do have a life lol!
thanks Sarah for attempting to make me feel better yesterday lol... really helped!
Not a very big or interesting update but hey!
Hope John Kerry wins the election!
Have fun and take care ppl love you xxxx
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Yeah as you probably guessed me and Haylie are yet again in the I.T rooms doing erm... *coughs* work or not as the case maybe lol...
Had an Ok day today...Got annoyed at this random girl on the bus who kept insisting that she was better than everyone else and had to get off the bus before everyone else... i wanted to throw her off the god damn bus!
Anyway got to college at 9.... Yay only 2 lessons then we finished. Got "Abigails Party" in contempory theatre and im playing someone called Susan who is a stuck up bitch...I dont know where that idea came from lol. Then we had a new tutor for Acting...but we still doing Equus OMG i hate it so much...
~Aimee
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[04 Oct 2004|03:36pm] |
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Well I started work on saturday which was incredibly *coughs* fun erm yeah...
Anyway worked saturday and met Karl in McDonalds at dinner. Had dinner went back to work... worked...went home at about 6:30... Watched "My Best Friends Wedding" and went to bed...how interesting was that. Sunday woke up at 10 rushed to get ready and have a shower so I could be in McDonalds to meet Karl at 11. I got there for 5 too. I waited for a while and then phoned him but he didnt come so I sat in mcDonalds for an hour and a half by myself and went to work. I also picked up all the birthday cards i needed to get apart from Nicks but il get that some other day.
After that went home and got absoloutly soaked wet through walking. Damn i need to drive. Then went to my dads and Sarah came over. went home to EAT! Sarah came back to mine to use the computer. My mum decided to stumble in drunk about half eight but we didnt get tea til about 1/4 to ten which is shit as i was soooo hungry.
Then it was really awkward round the table (sorry Sarah bout that!!) and my step dad went upstairs in a mood and started to throw things at the wardrobe or something he was making that much bloody noise!
Anyway enough of that. First day with our new timetable today. No Karl or Nick! *sobs* but I have my Haylie Kins! OMG I not seen Karl all day part from on the last lesson when I only saw him for 10 mins but hes ok cos he with Cat and thats what he wanted. He says that we will get to see each other but I bet we wont Il see him this weekend but I bet as soon as thats over we wont see him cos he will be too preoccupied to bother with the likes of me... Gosh dont it sound like im bitching...well im not im just saying
Anyway im gonna go I got work to do before half four!! *tootkes* xx
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YaY.... The groups were split today... wasnt looking forward to it at all. I was actually dreading it. They were calling the names out of the groups and I heard Haylies name and I thought this is it...we gonna be split up cos her name was right near the end but then I heard mine. It felt like a weight had dropped from inside me. We still had lessons together. Aswell as Haylie I had some other friends in my group...James, Luke, Rachel, Jack, Claire, Lucy, and Jordan... but no Karl or Nick *sobs* I hope we still see them *huggz* will miss you guys!
Anyway not been doing much today just siting around in the canteen and doing some work for contempory theatre on the 1980's...the decade i was born in w00p!
*tootles*
~Aimee xxxx p.s Hi Nick lmao
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Wowzee here I am again... sat in the computer room in college doing my "research" and waiting for Cat to finish her lesson so we can get the bus home. Wow I have had the grand total of 6 minutes sleep today and im surprisingly still wide awake... its probably cos im hanging around with karl and Haylie...no one can ever be dull with those to around~So hyperactive! I was again attacked by a spider last night... an experience I try and forget! Anyway...watched a very disturbing film today in drama... "Equus" if anyones seen it. Its about a boy who blinded 6 horses with a metal spike and a physcayatrist(i know i cant spell!!!) tries to figure out why he did it. It involves a lot of nudity, riding horses naked, poking horses with spikes and other various disturbing things... When we were watching it i thought it was so boring... i nearly fell asleep and then the bit where he spiked the horses in the eye I nearly cried and didnt know whether to be sick or not. So I wrote a letter to my friend so I didnt have to watch.
Then we had singing practice...OMG my tutor cracks me up so much. He goes on about the randomest thing and then continues singing and playing the piano...nutter!
We were doing a song called "Ladys Maid" from Titanic the musical and last week Cat shouted Pete really loud on her dictaphone after the first line so its a standing joke now that everytime we sing that line me, Karl and Haylie shout Pete really loud so it goes...
"I will be a proper person... PETE" It was so funny!
Then we continued a song from the musical les miserables and Its about going to war so when we sing it I always feel like marching or something, and i actually have to hold myslef back from doing it. Its like whenever we do an exam and we have to be really quiet I alwasy have the temptation to stand up and shout the randomist word! I remember once in a maths test I had to keep writing carrot down so I didnt get up and shout it!
Anyway...was really hyperactive of smarties this morning and was stomping in puddles all the way to college and i want to do it again *sobs* lol
Going to be a nosey parker on other peoples journals now
"have fun"
*Tootles* ;P
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Wowee went to karls old college this morning to see his old friends from Animal care... then while waiting for the bus we did our singing warm ups...they went quite well considering i cannot for the life of me hit a note... and we also got some funny stares. Hehe got to on the bus and had a " rude" conversation about rudeness... lmao Karl your so r000000000000de!! lol
got to college about 10 mins ago, said hi to a few peeps and came on here. Why is there no one in on a wednesday im starting to think Karl is getting bored with just me... *sighs* lmao...
wow I had a great weekend..Haylie stayed friday and saturday night which was fun cos we got incredibly drunk and had fun conversations about randomness...
Went to Manchester on saturday afternoon which was fun but tyring cos we were up since like 7, and we went to bed really late!
Yeah we wandered around manchester for a while, went to afflecks and some other shops... went on the gardens and did poppers lol that was soooo funny.. then went to get some hair dye...we thought purple was an appropriote colour!
went looking for a cafe to get a menu for my mum and without realising walked right into the village! lol silly us.
Got the bus home at 7 and had pasta...got drunk, did poppers, dyed hair, stayed drunk and went to bed...
that was all amusing.
woke up the following day nearly ill with purple hair w00p!!
anyway went to the Trafford centre and met up with Cat and Karl.
had a McDonalds and wandered around there. got the bus to walkden and had another mcDonalds.... 2 in a day GREEDY!! but i only had chips so it not that bad... anywhooos i walked home in the dark and chatted to sophie on the phone... got in, had a bath and then got drunk again w00p!
3 times in one weekend im such a bad influence on myself anyway... AH we get split up today ....*sobs* got to go im supossed to be doing "research" RarRarRar ;P
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Like OMG I cant wait for saturday...
Lol my weekend is soooo planned out
Friday- College,Manchester, Interview for JJB (EUGH!)hey I need a job! Haylie staying at mine w00p! Get drunk...
Saturday- Get up Uber early... Bus to manchester..Coach or train to Scarborough..Minibus to Fylingdales...Mega protest against Star wars... Hopefully meet Thom yorke for sarah... Coach back...Haylie staying at mine...get drunk... Dye hair.. (hopefully will turn ok seeing as im going to be drunk)
Sunday- Lie in bed as long as is humanly possible... get up ... and not do very much!
Yeah college is still going great apart from the fact after we have "bonded" with people they are going to split all the groups up so we can make new friends...how mean is that? After getting in the protest mood on saturday I may continue and protest on monday. Il probably get kicked out of the college but hey who cares! lol I love my friends and i dont want to be seperated from them thanks very much.
Yeah am suposedly doing research with Haylie on the 70's and 80's but so far I ahev done a grand total of sod all w00p go me... Yehhaaaaa lol...
I have such bad tonsilitis and i dont want to sing!! lol
Anyways im going to go and look round at ppls journals cos im nosey but ah well. Does any one no how to be able to have more than one picture? I get easily confused so can ya explain in simple terms thankies :)
Tata people xx
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OMG wooooo look at me go lol. Im at college in the library doing "research" erm NO! but hey i did find a monologue that we had to find. Its called Driving Lessons its ded funny i hope i do ok performing it... Learning it will be a little hard cos its bloody long but nvm its interesting.
Being at college its like being in a whirlwind dream... it goes so fast that i dont remember what day i did what in lol.
Well monday was my first day which we had the boring assembly, got the timetables, form tutors, rooms etc. But i really enjoyed it cos i met the nicest people and now im like really loving college lol. My new friends Karl and Haylie and lovely and ded friendly, im so glad i met them weeee...
Tuesday i was late cos of the stupid bus man i hate them... had contempory thatre first which was a little boring so im quite glad i was late lol. next we had acting which was ok apart from we had to do this improvisation thing which is going to be filmed ARGH *screams* lol.
Wednesday was ok, i was really upset that we didnt do Dance which we were supposed do and i was reallt looking forward to... Karl wasnt best chuffed either as he is a dancer and he really wanted to Dance, Bless!! After the usual day i ahd to go and learn my audition pieces meaning i didnt get home til nearly bloody nine oclock cos of buses etc and i still only went to bed at half 5 cos i was learning all my songs/ dancing for my audition on Thurs. Im sorry to the man who walked past my window whilst i was practising my dance... i think he was a little scared at me dancing around my living room with my dictaphone playing "cheek to cheek" (the fred ang ginger song from sunset boulevard i think it is)
Thursaday - Audition day exciyting and nervewracking but hey. Got the bus with Karl, and got to college did a session called hotseating which was pretty good even though i couldnt think of a job for my character lmao. we had vocals today which i really enjoyed... next it was the audition ARGH scary lol... i fucked up my monlogue i think but i reckon i did ok in the dance and singing well it was a little atroucious as they put the high song up even higher and we had to sing the highest lines argh hehe
Friday - unfortunatly i didnt get in the play but hey theres always next time and next time i will know what to expect. Sat in the I.T room now supposidly doing research with Haylie... so i better start doing some b4 i get behind!!
*tootles*
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